My question is: What is your mental state during shiai?
Normally, I'm a serious thinker. During randori and my prior competitions, I'm thinking the whole time about what throw I'm trying to do, the correct way to move around, telling myself to relax, etc. However, this last time, all I did was stretch a bit prior to my first match, then kneeled down and just did some breathing. I didn't exactly close my eyes, but just unfocused them and did some deep breathing. During each match aside from my first thought of what grip I wanted, I really didn't think of anything. It just happened. In fact, I never even got my preferred grip and had I thought about it, I wouldn't have gone for my favorite throw because the conditions (in my mind) weren't ideal. The amazing thing was...I was able to get clean Ippons both times. It's a strange sensation because it was almost like a dream in that after it was over the details faded quickly.
I think perhaps the conditions were right for me this time. Nobody other than my sensei showed up; I was the only one from my school competing. It was not the smallest tournament I've been to, but it wasn't too big either. It wasn't too many people, but with two mats going, I wasn't strictly on the spot. I also was seriously dreading it the morning of, and the night before. I didn't do well the last time and it had been 6 months in between. I didn't want to go honestly, as I was afraid of performing poorly again. I was surprised that I was able to relax.
Oddly, what I am most proud of is not that I won, but that I was able to do my throws instinctively and I was able to resist the contagiousness of my opponents frenetic energy. I stayed relaxed and it just happened. In retrospect, it was quite magical.
So, to make a short story long, what are others' mental states just prior to matches and during them?
This post has been edited by JudoGimli: 13 March 2010 - 05:08 AM

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